Updates..........
I decided to change the name of my blog (again!), mostly because I am still worried that Jose might track it down one day. It wouldn't have been hard for him to find (for all I know, he already did), so I have now made it about impossible for him to track me down. It seems like kind of a stupid name, but I needed something quick in order to rename it from Nettwolff. So until I think up something better, this is it! I hardly ever write in this blog anyway, so what does it matter? So I should update things and situations......:
Jose and I are still together.....everything is status quo. We still don't have sex, though I complain about it often. I complain about it mostly to give him a hard time.....I'm not dying to have sex with him or anything. I do miss having sex, in general. I sometimes wonder if I could get away with cheating on him. If I had the opportunity and the guy was hot, I might consider trying it. I have decided that living together is bad for your sex life. You find out too much about a person when you live with them and it kills sexual desire. Maybe it is normal to get bored with the same person, I just don't know anymore. But I have a feeling that if Jose and I stopped living together, we would start having sex again. I've even thought about moving out and seeing if that doesn't jump start things, but I know Jose would never go for it. He would break it off with me if I moved out. It's just an idea I've been toying with, but I think I would be terribly lonely living on my own. So I probably won't do it.......
Barbara is still alive......everything status quo. I was thinking the other day that things might actually be worse if Barbara were to die. I might end up with a kid or kids living in my house and I don't know if I could handle that. I might be better off to pray for her health instead of her death! I still hate her as much as ever. Yesterday was her birthday. I thought about calling her and wishing her a happy birthday (she does that on my birthday), but I decided it would be hypocritical. I think she only calls me to look good in Jose's eyes anyway. She could care less if I live or die or have a happy birthday. So, I could not bring myself to call her. I hope she had a happy day though.......
Jose and I recently returned from Orlando, Florida. It was mostly a business trip for Jose, but we did do some of the Disney World theme parks. It was a relaxing time for me......it's always nice to get away from home and not worry about your job, etc....
I doubt that I will start blogging again on a regular basis. I am just not into it right now. Maybe I never will be again. Any readers of this (there are few to none) will have to be satisfied with occasional updates. Arrive` derche`!
Jose and I are still together.....everything is status quo. We still don't have sex, though I complain about it often. I complain about it mostly to give him a hard time.....I'm not dying to have sex with him or anything. I do miss having sex, in general. I sometimes wonder if I could get away with cheating on him. If I had the opportunity and the guy was hot, I might consider trying it. I have decided that living together is bad for your sex life. You find out too much about a person when you live with them and it kills sexual desire. Maybe it is normal to get bored with the same person, I just don't know anymore. But I have a feeling that if Jose and I stopped living together, we would start having sex again. I've even thought about moving out and seeing if that doesn't jump start things, but I know Jose would never go for it. He would break it off with me if I moved out. It's just an idea I've been toying with, but I think I would be terribly lonely living on my own. So I probably won't do it.......
Barbara is still alive......everything status quo. I was thinking the other day that things might actually be worse if Barbara were to die. I might end up with a kid or kids living in my house and I don't know if I could handle that. I might be better off to pray for her health instead of her death! I still hate her as much as ever. Yesterday was her birthday. I thought about calling her and wishing her a happy birthday (she does that on my birthday), but I decided it would be hypocritical. I think she only calls me to look good in Jose's eyes anyway. She could care less if I live or die or have a happy birthday. So, I could not bring myself to call her. I hope she had a happy day though.......
Jose and I recently returned from Orlando, Florida. It was mostly a business trip for Jose, but we did do some of the Disney World theme parks. It was a relaxing time for me......it's always nice to get away from home and not worry about your job, etc....
I doubt that I will start blogging again on a regular basis. I am just not into it right now. Maybe I never will be again. Any readers of this (there are few to none) will have to be satisfied with occasional updates. Arrive` derche`!
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